Where, I went wrong ?

There is nobody in my life ever who can guide me to be sweet...or to be rude..or to fight back...

My parents given me all the love they had ....they make me learn that love is unconditional..

I just follow this one rule... I realized that I am person who cant fight back with people.... its still hurts me when I'm trying to be sweet with people who hates me...

I loved everyone around me....my parents, my family, my friends....

Like other humans I do make mistake...and I do realize that I should correct them...I tried

Is it me who is wrong...or I am surrounded by set of wrong people....????

Its not a question who is wrong and who is right???

Its question why I went wrong?? why its happening to me??? I never chooses anything for me...Its God who is deciding and I am just living his decision... he given me enough strength to live his decision then he also given me enough failures to handle as well..... Or I am just failure...

My friends says I am good...and good things will definitely comes in my way....its just I have to be little patient...but I don't see things working fine for me...with every day my situation become worse than ever.... I open my eyes to a day where I see all my dreams shattered...its like my dreams dying with each new day...

I just want to say GOD stop giving me hopes...hopes to dream more...hopes for success...hopes for living...because everytime I hope to dream. I do everything to make my dream true and get shattered so badly it hurts a lot...GOD DON'T GIVE ME DREAMS....

Thats where I went wrong....